Thursday, July 12, 2012
My little man,Romāns
MY LITTLE MAN,ROMĀNS<3
WOW...didn't know this week of VBS would really touch me in a way I've never felt before. Knowing your doing the lords work and helping the people and kids there just made me feel like a person that is gonna be more useful in life. The part that made me feel more melted in is being with my kids that were attatched to me that week. I felt so blessed to be there and be with them. My main kid I was so bonded with was,Romāns. Oh my word,can't even express my words for him,he was the sweetest,cutest,most loving little boy I could have EVER met! Romāns is a little boy that I LOVE SO STINKEN MUCH and that I'll NEVER EVER forget. I was telling my mom that when I turn 18 he's mine and im gonna adopt him but,then I was like," I want to be married and then I'll adopt because the child deserves a Godly loving father...and thts where I would get to call us family! Because if i were to adopt and have know father,that that wouldnt be fair to the child,he deserves an actual FAMILY! I guess me thinking of taking him when I turn 18 was me just being desperate to see him again and being jealous if someone else adopts him but you know what,that child deserve SO much care and love AMD if he were to get adopted,that would be everything to him and even me cause I'd know he's bein loved like he deserves. This goes to all the orphans. I love them all....but there was just a sweet little connection with me and Romāns.
I love him SO MUCH! AMD wont EVER forget my sweet little man<3
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Jenna, this shows how you are really growing up!
ReplyDeleteYou are seeing the needs of others in a real and deep way. Also, you are thinking about their needs more than your own. You will be a wonderful Mama some day. God is shaping you into the beautiful woman He planned for you to be - inside and out!
Seek His will first in all things. He promises to bless you Big Time! Matt. 6:33 and Psa. 84:11.
I thank and praise Him for giving us this opportunity to serve Him this summer in Latvia!
It is diificult often and in many ways. But you will find out in life that nothing beautiful and of great value comes without pain and struggle. It is worth it all!
Thank you,mom!!<3
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