The Hard Adventure

Went to caley and santas farm for the afternoon to talk and have tea together. It was good to sit and talk with them. After awhile we all went outside and just enjoyed the fresh air and sun...as we were doing that we see the goats got out and so we had to chase them all back in like 5x and repeat...lol it was funny and tiring. The day went very well,dad and caley went to get firewood mom helped in the kitchen and garden. staci and I helped with the goats and make honey bee cages. It was great! After the long beautiful good day,Santa and mom went to the garden to pick fresh veggies and potatos to make for dinner...dinner was delicious!! It was SO stormy outside and muggy...the thunder And lightning was crazy. So we waitd until the storm went down to go back to the apartment. When we arrive back to our place,i for some reason started feeling sick to my stomach And my heart aching and I jut wanted to cry...I don't know what got me but I just felt like wraping up in a ball and crying. So I went and laid down and just thought about home back in the US and I was thinking of my dog and horse. It's hard and it hurts being away from them,I've never been so far away and even for along period of time away from my baby's. I just started tearing up wishing I was home with them already. :"( I just ach knowing that there not right here beside me like I'm use to. I just don't know how I'll EVER live without my animals. There EVERYRHING to me and they always will be. :"(