TRUE FRIENDSHIP CAN'T BE BROKEN

TRUE FRIENDSHIP CAN'T BE BROKEN<3 July 4th,I received 3 letters from friends..yes I felt SO loved.lol well I read my best friend Taylor's letter and I just wanted to tear up,she's SO sweet and really Cares for me and our relationship. She's literally a gift from God to me..I've NEVER had a friend that I can trust SO much...the past 3 years I've had trouble trusting people due to heart breaks,lies and always being a second option to them. I believe God had me do OHSET for a reason and me meeting Taylor was one of the main reasons. God knows my life and the hard struggles I've been through and he knows I haven't had good trustworthy friend in along time. I was scared to death to even say I have friends because in my head I was thinking to myself,"there probably not friends,that's just what I wish I can call them." I haven't had a true trustworthy friend inforever and I always wanted to know why that is...am I doing something wrong to not have friends? Am I not good enough? I always ask God why is it me that has to suffer being hurt by people for NO REASON at all. How can I change so I can have friends?....NO I'm not gonna change for other people. That's not who God made me and that would just make me look bad down the road and I'd loose the friends that did except me for who I am and I NEVER would want that. If they don't except me for who I am,then there not who I should be with or around. Being myself makes me feel good about myself. Ya knowing you had friends that you "THOUGHT" we're friends is hard to know that they weren't really your friends,there were just using me or using me as a second option and that hurts SO bad to know that's been happening to me for who knows how long. Anyways,back to the letter and Taylor. So as I read that letter from her,I just got goose bumps and wanted to start crying cause I now realize,I have a friend that will ALWAYS be here for me and won't leave me. And I definitely believe it! She wrote the sweetest things to me and I just didn't know what to say except....PLEASE DON'T EVER LEAVE ME!! Because I've never had a friend like her in ALONG time and now that I have one is so refreshing. I love Tay so much and will always be a sister to her that she doesn't have..I told her,"NO MATTER what,your stuck with me cause we our family and family NEVER EVER aparts." and she totally agreed! People can say,"oh don't say that cause what "IF" something happens?" NO,nothing will and that's what I believe and won't EVER think negative on anything that has to do with our friendship. She's literally a gift from God. I can't even tell you!<3 here's what I wrote to her after I recieved her letter: Well I finally got my letter from my BESTEST friend/sister yesterday and I can't even tell you how truly grateful I am to have a friend like Taylor,she's the sweetest most caring friend/sister I could even ask for. To me friendship is huge and I've had hard times when it comes to friends and for the past like 3 years I've been having that issues when it comes to anyone because I got stabbed in the back by my "SO CALLED FRIENDS" but Taylor is someone I can trust with all my heart and I will always know she's not a friend that will just use me or even look at me as a second option. Thank you Taylor SO much for being a great friend,your Deffinatley my BEST friend/sister AMD no on will take that away EVER!! I love you so much Sis♥ thanks for always being there for me when I need someone to talk to AMD thank you for not EVER leaving our friendship. YOUR THE BEST SIS and this is what Tay said." Awwwww!!!!(: im so glade you got my letter(: & ill always be here for ya are friendship is amazing! An id never do anything to mess it up . Your my sister/bestfriend ♥ & ill always be here for you no matter what ill drop anything for you when you need help or a shoulder to lean on. Jenna i couldn't ask for a more most wonderful friend in the world! Ive never had a friend like you your truly one of a kind!! One thats not gonna just drop are friendship. & wont judge me on my Goofiness;) lol an on how i act! I can trust you with ANYTHING An i love that about you! i love you sis/bestfriend Oh so much!! Lol O an hurry your butt up an come home cause i freaking MISS YOU!!!!! This friendship is SO REAL! And won't EVER forget it. She's everything to me and I love Tay to death and I'm so glad I can be that best friend/sister to her. I love you Tay,your such a great friend I could EVER ask for. ***HUGS*** Thank you God for putting her in my life and me in hers. <3